On Wednesday it'll be a year.

My head is full of spinning wheels and my chest is full of fluttery, slippery, sharp-toothed little beasties eating at the wiring till I'm gasping and aching.

I keep looking in the opposite direction, trying to trick myself, the way they tell you not to look when you get a jab because somehow that hurts less. I worry that if I look I'll find a gaping hole where my heart was 353 days ago.

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YIIIIIIIKES!

I dunno if I made it in under the wire...

But I just signed up for the SPN Big Bang...

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UPDATE: I made it in. I'm in. Oh dear sweet mother of God I'm writing in the SPN Big Bang. Eeeeeeeeeee.

I'm watching Gok's fashion fix... I think I ship Gok/Alan Carr LMFAO

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Yo dudes,

Anyone... umm.... read NCIS slash? Anyone a Gibbs/DiNozzo type-of-gal?

Yeah. No. Me neither. I mean I totally haven't been writing some or anything... :/

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So THE MASTER was in our store today, and I didn't go all fangirl once. Mostly coz I was teaching but I got to sit and watch him the whole time.

Also - that other thing? - day 12. TWELVE.

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Just watching new House.

I fucking LOVE WILSON.

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All I have to say about last night at this juncture can be summed up thus:

THEY MAKE MANGO FLAVOURED SAMBUCCA NOW
BUT I PROMISE I DRANK NO TEQUILA

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Shiny ones!!

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Just because a_shadow_there asked here's some shoe porn. I may have also just treated myself to some more boots: knee high, cute heel. Thinking about wearing these for my birthday on Saturday - that's if we don't get snowed off. Boo!

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And the second of my fest entries...

Title: Moony’s In The Middle
Recipient: koshweasley
Rating and Warnings: NC-17 - Mpreg, threeway, James-not-killed-by-Voldy-AU
Pairing(s): James/Remus/Sirius
Word Count: 1657
Summary: Three bed in a bed… And a baby bump makes three and a half.
Disclaimer: I don’t own these guys!
Author's Notes: So I REALLY hope you like this because I’ve never tried this before I tried to tick as many items off your wish list as possible; James not killed by Voldemort, humour, voyeurism and Mpreg. I couldn’t manage anything dark with that though - sorry!

( Moony’s In The Middle )

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Okay guys, well the reveals are up so it's time to claim my fic. Here's number one...

Title: Lazy Days and Day Dreams
Recipient: lurker_of_note
Rating and Warnings: NC-17
Word Count: 2725
Summary: Fluffy smut so sweet your teeth might fall out.
Disclaimer: I disclaim!
Author's Notes: Umm... I’m not sure how I always manage to write Summer-y, sunshine fluff at Christmas but there you go. HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY & A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR!!

( Lazy Days and Day Dreams )
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So, alas, the rather magnificent Clandestine Nondenominational Holiday Friend Fest has drawn to an end but if you hop over to brightyfics and take a look at the reveals you'll find a breath-taking list of talent and treats to tickle your Harry Potter (and mostly R/S) fancies.

It's been emotional!

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Buddha seems to be enjoying the snow in my back garden.


STILL SNOWING!!

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There is SNOWY ONES!! please let me not go to work tomorrow!!





Also went shopping and bought cute new shoes. Also my birthday party is on Saturday - yay!

Oh and boys are still crap.

How are YOU?!

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